my last post here was on February 15, 2011. I was complaining about my 3 year old son sleeping with us and me not getting any rest. 1 month from that date, my son died.
if I had known, I would never have complained about tiny toes jabbing me in the ribs in the middle of the night. I would give anything to be awoken by him rolling over me or stealing all of the covers.
today is April 17, and we still do not know why Luke died. they are still awaiting test results, experts are looking at different possibilities.
all I know is that my heart aches every second of every day. I want my baby back.
